...But there is one thing that I am absolutely sure of. I was born to be a mother. I love all of my kids so much. But this little Dalin....every time I go to get him from a nap or just look down at him while I am feeding him and see his deep bright blue eyes, I am blown away. His eyes say so many things...That God lives, that despite hardships and let downs, there is Joy in life.There is HOPE and happiness to be had. I am so grateful and so blessed that Dalin and all of my kids remind me of that.